Lily Allen Smile :D

When you first left me
I was wanting more
But you were ***king that girl next door
What'cha do that for?
What'cha do that for?

When you first left me
I didnt know what to say
I've never been on my own that way
Just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end

Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you are feeling alone

At first when I see you cry
It makes me smile
Yeah it makes me smile

At worst I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me
You say that you want me back
(Want me back)
And I tell you it don't mean jack
(It don't mean jack)
No it don't mean jack
(No it don't mean jack)

I couldn't stop laughing
No I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end

Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry
It makes me smile
Yeah it makes me smile

At worst I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile
La la la

At first when I see you cry
(When I see you cry)
It makes me smile
(It makes me smile)
Yeah it makes me smile
(Yeah it makes me smile)

At worst I feel bad for a while
(I feel bad for a while)
But then I just smile
(But then I just smile)
I go ahead and smile
(I go ahead and smile)
La la la

At first when I see you cry
(When I see you cry)
It makes me smile
(It makes me smile)
Yeah it makes me smile
(It makes me smile)

At worst I feel bad for a while
(I feel bad for a while)
But then I just smile
(Then I just smile)
I go ahead and smile




TO NOBODY REALLY ! JUST A LYRICS..! :d(I go ahead and smile)

Fuck You Lyrics

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor

So you say it's not okay to be gay
Well, I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get, do you get a little kick
Out of being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well, that's not how you find it

Do you, do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful?
'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful


Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you

You say you think we need to go to war
Well, you're already in one
'Cause it's people like you that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you



This song is really dedicated to my ENEMY ENEMY ENEMY ENEMY ENEMY ENEMY
Syaza Umairah bt. Muhd. Pakaruddin. *sigh*

Girly vs. Tomboy vs. Emo vs. Prep

Hmm, girly vs. tomboy, I rather pick tomboy :)

Emo vs prep, EMO !! I don't know. But I like being a tomboy, maybe because we get to climb trees and everything D: But, I really hate PACAT !!! Leech, I hate leech. It's priceless if you ask Armani, she eat's leecch :O

Sorry Armani ! Hmm...as you can see 3 days without updating, maybe 4 days. 3-4 days like that la, hmm !

But..I'm going crazy without my laptop around. My sister is using it for 2 weeks :O I'm gonna blow up in 3 seconds !!

Seriously, I mean like..

2 WEEKS !!!??? Not a problem for somebody with a computer that is already programmed with Internet, but not me !

I can't really live without it,

Ok, back to the title.

This is why I hate being girlish ;

a) Dresses or skirts >^<

b) Make-up must be on their face even when shitting

c) Can't get near to dust

d) So manja !!

e) Laugh's like a whore

f) Gossips xP

g) Never read comics and watch anime

h) Sleepovers every month Dx

Why I hate being a prep ;

a)Not colorful

b)Always reads

c)Kuno !! No blog, no facebook, no nothing !

d)Hate's boys/girls

e)Wear's giant spectacles and braces !! xP

f)Keeps giving advice

g)Eat's healthy

h)Cannot watch TV anytime you want

i)Always study !!

Like being emo ;

a)Colorful like a rainbow

b)Sweet hairstyles

c)Cute outfit

Like being tomboy ;

a)Spiky hairs behind

b)Can't have sex :O

c)Never worry about ghosts and other stuffs like that

d) CAN CLIMB TREES !! :)

Hee :) Which are you ?

Matata

What does MATATA means, really ?

Seriously, I'm fooling around,

Duhh !

I don't know what I'm talking about,

But,

I just felt like I wanna' blog and blog and blog,

I think I've got BLOG ADDICT !!

Oh god,

Please prevent from having that sickness,

I pray to you,

Keep me healthy and my healthiness increase day by day,

Amin !!!

Thank you :)

And,

If you happen to be reading this by now,

Please..

I ask you too stop reading because the other words'

are labelled swear words !!

:P

I totally will be undead,

I will be undead,

I will undead,

I undead,

I am dead !
Oh goody goody chocolatey goodness !

I'm not dead,

Am I-

Do I look d-

SORRY THE TYPER HAS DIED DUE TO HEART ATTACK.

WE ARE SORRY FOR THE CONVENIENCE.

Hey !

I'm another typer,

They hired a new one,

After the old one is dead,

Why ?

She wrote to many posts,

That's why,

Ngee :D

If the old typer came and stick me in the ass

till I die,

You would be shock-

THE NEW TYPER GOT STABBED IN THE ASS AND DIED,

THE OLD TYPER HAS COME.

I'm back,

I was not dead,

I was only sleeping,

I was drowsy when I woke up,

So,

I end up sleeping at work,

Seriously,

I don't even have a job,

So,

Work is not suitable for me.

Really :)

Well, since 1 typer is dead,

And keeps haunting me,

I need to put a the end ;)

SHIT !!!

Damn ! My sister said she would go to her KMPH or how is it spelled, I don't care. But credits to her also, thank you for not kidnapping the laptop. I would go M-A-A-A-A-A-D ! If I don't have this pretty 'baby', la da da !


The traumatized thing was real. But, I took care of it by playing games and by that. My mind is full of games :)
So, I can sleep well. Before I sleep. I read my manga from Shogakukan Inc.
Credits to them for making my traumatized get gone. :D


Credits to the game also, :)
Appreciate it for making my traumatize-ing gone for awhile. Everynight it comes to haunt me. I mean like "Fuck ! Get lost, suck a dick. Don't haunt me !" Bad ? I know !


People also call me 'abang', 1st graders and 2nd graders at my lil' sis's school always say, "Oh ! Abang handsome dah datang !!" I was like, "Huh ? Abang ?" But I kept my mouth shut. Oh, of course ! They call 'abang' was because I wore like this-;

Okay, looks like a girl, wrong picture la weyhh !
Duhh ! Cannot find the picture la, adehh ! But the above looks alike la,
I wore baggy shorts, a t-shirt, sneakers and a cap. Because it was so hot out there. I'm not like any other girls that loves to put heavy make-ups on, no way ! I hate lipstick, but eyeliners..
:D Good choice !


Another topic is, what's an advice ?
Haha ! Of course, right...when I mean advice, nasihat to people I kept thinking, I don't listen to advice myself as well. Do I ? I was like, "Hahah ! Who cares ? Kurang-kurang, aku sedar diri !" Unlike those fully whorey bitches out there that keeps putting make-ups in the toilet. Duhh ! Fuck them, I gave advices like this, "Why do you like make-up so much. Even if you have a boyf. It wouldn't last long if you keep going to the toilet and asking him, 'Do I look pretty ?' Sheez !" Of course, here's some big sisterly advice, JAUHI MAKE-UP !! Haha :)


Second is, TYPOS !!
I seyesly hate typos, because..if I wake up and didn't even have my bath just yet, typos would happen. When there are alot of typos, I was like..."FUCK ! What did I even spell ?" and I hate typos, I also hate it when people uses this kind of sentence, "Would you bwuy mwe a shwirt ?" That is not typo, that is on purpose ! And when it is on purpose. I mean real purpose !!! I hate typos, WHY YOU NO KILL YOURSELF !!


Okay, so I guess my hand is back to cramping, sheesh ! Scared if I broke my arm D:
See you later, after this post and my hand is better,

Can't Sleep Tonight

This is not a lie, seriously I tell you, I cannot sleep. I'm having trauma about something, something I don't really remember. But, I know. It does happens, if not why do I get traumatized by that thought. I know, I've done it ! I can't remember that's all. If I ask mum to go to a psychiatric it might cost lots. And I'm not rich.
 Everytime I try to sleep, the thought came and traumatized me. It makes me wanna' cry all night. I feel like I've been haunted :O
I really do think so. I really couldn't get it off my mind. Seriously, now this is what I hate the *beep* most ! I really hate it when it comes to this scene.
I wanna' go get it off my mind, but how ? How ?
There's only one resolution, psychiatric. But, as I said. I'm not rich and that cost's lots !
REALLY !!!
Please, I really wanna' get it off my mind. I couldn't tell you what I'm traumatized about, it's personal. PERSONAL I TELL YOU !

Lately Lately

Lately, I've been writing names and giving advices to the name right ? Well, I just random pick the names. Because, I can't really pick Junpei Hijiri ! I don't even know him well, all I know is I can call him Hiji-kun and his age, his 10 too..menengah rendah ;)
He's very cute. Like Mirai-kun when he's 4. Aishhicici ! I wrote this post just so you could read a random post rather than advices, I don't know why I like giving advices. Even though, I don't listen to advices myself. Armani said, I was talking to the lappy and the lappy is asking me to shut up. I'm not, I'm speaking with my heart and mind. It's already 5:00 am. I couldn't sleep. After the advices I wrote, my hand is cramped again. So, I guess I have to stop blogging for awhile until my hand is better D:

Adlyn, Sarah and Akeem

1. Adlyn

Adlyn is cute.

Really cute.

Don't get me wrong,

I'm not a homo.

I just love complimenting nice things about people I like.

I mean,

Is it wrong complimenting someone that has the same gender like us ?

Is it called homosexual ?

I know,

Cause I'm not a homo like Adam Lambert is.

I mean,

I'm just cool the way I am.

Right ?

Everybody has their own personalities and stuffs.

Not like those GRO's in the club and stuff.

GRO's can't be a homo.

Or else,

they won't be fucked by boys that need's their cheap body.

Right ?

I mean complimenting friend's is one way to get to know them better.

So, please...

2.Sarah

When your big,

Like 18 or something,

Your gonna' be a hot stuff.

You'll be pulled and tug by your left and right side.

I mean,

Being shared and sharing is a good way of caring,

But,

When all the boys want you,

Your arm would break,

You'll be sitting in a wheelchair :O

I mean,

Jadi rebutan is not a good thing,

Because,

If death of boys that is always with you starts from you,

I'm not talking bad,

But,

It's just an advice,

Never be to pretty.

That's why I hate it being too pretty.

I mean,

When I'm big,

I want my face to look like average,

No acnes, not too white,

AVERAGE.

You too.

I don't like boys that much,

But, if I were a boy,

I don't need girl's to come to me,

They mean nothing in life.

Boys need hot body to be pleasured,

Not giving a house with a swimming pool or car,

That's better than buying 2 sets of condoms !!

Right ?

3.Akeem

How emo can you be ?

How emo can you be ?

How emo ?

How emo ?

Nah, that was a terrible song,

I love emo,

I mean,

I like the colorful spirit,

Bright neon plus black,

OH EM GEE !

What do you like most being emo ?

Looking gay in front of everybody ?

That is like to be emo ?

I like Armani's opinion,

Don't hate people because they're gay,

It's not their fault to fall gay,

Who started gay ?

I really love to type more,

But,

My hand is cramped already !!

I wanna type more..

Shizz !